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April 3rd, 2014

Well today is April 3rd. A rainy, low pressure kind of day in Ohio. It’s been cold and rainy pretty much non stop. I think I saw the sun poke out once and that was at about 8 this morning. 

Because the low pressure and rain today, my brain feels like it is about to explode. To top that off, we canceled the gym membership today (but still have the rest of this month), over drafted our bank account because of the damn gym, and Tj is officially sick.. I’m really just over it and ready for it to be over.

Tomorrow is another poop day because I have somewhat maybe an important meeting (I really don’t know what for, but Tj’s granny is taking me, and she really doesn’t like to tell me anything) So of course i’m somewhat panicking about that which isn’t helping my head and I just want to wake up like three weeks from now with everything that I need to get done, done… 

It’s just really one of those days I think, because no matter what, I can’t seem to shake this shitty mood and can’t get happy. No matter how hard I try. I’m exhausted but can’t get my mind to stop moving. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry.

My brain has hurt a bit today and I haven’t felt that good. My medicine has a “common cold” side effect but this doesn’t really feel like that. It feels heavier than that. I thought it was just a stomach ache, then I felt like pretty bad pressure on my chest and some hard anxiety. I wonder if someone was following me around. I have that quality, you know.

As much as I’ve always knocked down being able to feel and see them, I guess I’ve grown to not really like it but I don’t know I can’t think of the word.. live with it.

That’s another thing though, with this medicine and diagnosis… memory loss. Ugh. It sucks so much. It really takes me a while sometimes to think either of the right words to say or get the right letters out. Sometimes I forget a whole situation that happened before. It’s scary. I’ve never really had to deal with memory loss like this. Its hard for tj to understand too, I think sometimes he thinks I’m just faking it or its not that serious. This is the biggest medical thing that’s really ever happened to me before. I’m worried.

I really am.

master-of-sorcere:

onlylolgifs:

kitten wiggles ears while eating

i don’t even care if i reblog this twice a day every single day for the rest of my life

master-of-sorcere:

onlylolgifs:

kitten wiggles ears while eating

i don’t even care if i reblog this twice a day every single day for the rest of my life

(via fairy-vibes)

I get on tumblr for the first time in forever and see a huge ass fight about justin beiber and what to call him or what not to call him..

how about we call him a piece of shit? or is that offending poop.
no matter what you say it will offend someone. so how about you say fuck it. endrant. 

now update time.

my brain is still messed up. and i’m still going to a bunch of doctor appointments. we do have a name for it, and i am on medicine, but we don’t really know how to fix it as of right now. 

now, and again. goodbye tumblr.

xowleyes:

im dying this baby is so cute

xowleyes:

im dying this baby is so cute

(Source: rat-wonderland, via resterenvie)

sixsteen:

if u feel sad right now look at this bunny eating a flower

image

image

(via dontworrybehorny)

lzbth:

swag won’t pay the bills but apparently neither will your degree

(via almostaborted)

cereusblack:

God this poor guy, but how cute is the teammate stopping to butt-scoot him to the bench even though he really needed to get in there to defend?!

cereusblack:

God this poor guy, but how cute is the teammate stopping to butt-scoot him to the bench even though he really needed to get in there to defend?!

(Source: deipfei, via almostaborted)

jxydx:

nosdrinker:

im CRYING

his whole bootyass out

jxydx:

nosdrinker:

im CRYING

his whole bootyass out

(Source: youtube.com, via almostaborted)

g-raceinyourheart:

blackcoffee-and-cigarettes:

I could reblog this everytime I see it on my dashboard because it’s exactly how I feel…

yeah man

g-raceinyourheart:

blackcoffee-and-cigarettes:

I could reblog this everytime I see it on my dashboard because it’s exactly how I feel…

yeah man

(Source: snowflaxe, via cassidycolors)

April 3rd, 2014

Well today is April 3rd. A rainy, low pressure kind of day in Ohio. It’s been cold and rainy pretty much non stop. I think I saw the sun poke out once and that was at about 8 this morning. 

Because the low pressure and rain today, my brain feels like it is about to explode. To top that off, we canceled the gym membership today (but still have the rest of this month), over drafted our bank account because of the damn gym, and Tj is officially sick.. I’m really just over it and ready for it to be over.

Tomorrow is another poop day because I have somewhat maybe an important meeting (I really don’t know what for, but Tj’s granny is taking me, and she really doesn’t like to tell me anything) So of course i’m somewhat panicking about that which isn’t helping my head and I just want to wake up like three weeks from now with everything that I need to get done, done… 

It’s just really one of those days I think, because no matter what, I can’t seem to shake this shitty mood and can’t get happy. No matter how hard I try. I’m exhausted but can’t get my mind to stop moving. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry.

My brain has hurt a bit today and I haven’t felt that good. My medicine has a “common cold” side effect but this doesn’t really feel like that. It feels heavier than that. I thought it was just a stomach ache, then I felt like pretty bad pressure on my chest and some hard anxiety. I wonder if someone was following me around. I have that quality, you know.

As much as I’ve always knocked down being able to feel and see them, I guess I’ve grown to not really like it but I don’t know I can’t think of the word.. live with it.

That’s another thing though, with this medicine and diagnosis… memory loss. Ugh. It sucks so much. It really takes me a while sometimes to think either of the right words to say or get the right letters out. Sometimes I forget a whole situation that happened before. It’s scary. I’ve never really had to deal with memory loss like this. Its hard for tj to understand too, I think sometimes he thinks I’m just faking it or its not that serious. This is the biggest medical thing that’s really ever happened to me before. I’m worried.

I really am.

master-of-sorcere:

onlylolgifs:

kitten wiggles ears while eating

i don’t even care if i reblog this twice a day every single day for the rest of my life

master-of-sorcere:

onlylolgifs:

kitten wiggles ears while eating

i don’t even care if i reblog this twice a day every single day for the rest of my life

(via fairy-vibes)

I get on tumblr for the first time in forever and see a huge ass fight about justin beiber and what to call him or what not to call him..

how about we call him a piece of shit? or is that offending poop.
no matter what you say it will offend someone. so how about you say fuck it. endrant. 

now update time.

my brain is still messed up. and i’m still going to a bunch of doctor appointments. we do have a name for it, and i am on medicine, but we don’t really know how to fix it as of right now. 

now, and again. goodbye tumblr.

xowleyes:

im dying this baby is so cute

xowleyes:

im dying this baby is so cute

(Source: rat-wonderland, via resterenvie)

sixsteen:

if u feel sad right now look at this bunny eating a flower

image

image

(via dontworrybehorny)

(Source: northgang, via trust)

lzbth:

swag won’t pay the bills but apparently neither will your degree

(via almostaborted)

cereusblack:

God this poor guy, but how cute is the teammate stopping to butt-scoot him to the bench even though he really needed to get in there to defend?!

cereusblack:

God this poor guy, but how cute is the teammate stopping to butt-scoot him to the bench even though he really needed to get in there to defend?!

(Source: deipfei, via almostaborted)

jxydx:

nosdrinker:

im CRYING

his whole bootyass out

jxydx:

nosdrinker:

im CRYING

his whole bootyass out

(Source: youtube.com, via almostaborted)

g-raceinyourheart:

blackcoffee-and-cigarettes:

I could reblog this everytime I see it on my dashboard because it’s exactly how I feel…

yeah man

g-raceinyourheart:

blackcoffee-and-cigarettes:

I could reblog this everytime I see it on my dashboard because it’s exactly how I feel…

yeah man

(Source: snowflaxe, via cassidycolors)

(Source: kimmismiles, via xrealtalk)

April 3rd, 2014

About:

Young adult. Tattoo'd & pierced. Forever will be a child at heart. Menace to society, sweetheart to friends, underachiever to family. Scleroderma supporter & donate. Avid animal lover & photographer. Taken by Tj.

2 dogs, 4 cats.
I am starting to love my life.

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