Well today is April 3rd. A rainy, low pressure kind of day in Ohio. It’s been cold and rainy pretty much non stop. I think I saw the sun poke out once and that was at about 8 this morning.
Because the low pressure and rain today, my brain feels like it is about to explode. To top that off, we canceled the gym membership today (but still have the rest of this month), over drafted our bank account because of the damn gym, and Tj is officially sick.. I’m really just over it and ready for it to be over.
Tomorrow is another poop day because I have somewhat maybe an important meeting (I really don’t know what for, but Tj’s granny is taking me, and she really doesn’t like to tell me anything) So of course i’m somewhat panicking about that which isn’t helping my head and I just want to wake up like three weeks from now with everything that I need to get done, done…
It’s just really one of those days I think, because no matter what, I can’t seem to shake this shitty mood and can’t get happy. No matter how hard I try. I’m exhausted but can’t get my mind to stop moving. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry.